When Matthew and I were at the lake about a month ago with my family, my parents' friend/neighbor just-so-happen to be looking at her cell phone, and she just-so-happen to come across a picture that she loved, and she decided to show us since it was from our wedding. It turns out we had never seen this picture before. Our photographer didn't seem to nab it, nor anyone else in attendance (that I know of now). It was a true blessing and reminder of how much I love and adore my hubby and how amazing I felt to start my life with him. Mr. and Mrs. Smith are continuing to enjoy their secret life of assassins, yet in our life-movie, we are always on the same team! :)
Heartache and hard times seem to come like heat: in waves. Right now, I feel I have escaped the wave. I feel a sense of respite and relief. My world doesn't seem to be hanging in the balance of the next uncertainty. However, I feel the wave around me in the lives of others. It feels as if I'm sitting in the middle of my sweet autumn breeze while I'm hearing story after story of diagnosis, loss, and turmoil. Once upon a time, I would anxiously pray and wonder when my time of turmoil would next hit, but I've had my share of storms since then. Now I can praise God in good times, knowing the hard will come again. Instead of living in fear, I feel assurance that I will again experience respite and joy, and one day all my sorrows will cease when I leave this body. There's no sense in trying to avoid waves; if you have someone bigger, who created the oceans, then you can live at a level of ease no matter your circumstances. When I hear of these hurts, my heart hurts too, b
I love this picture!!! I feel like it really captured your personality. =)
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